I am admitting it...

Hi Kerry

It has been a while, but its good to be back, missed u too girl.

I really think we all feel like this. We are strong up to a point were everything is just to much and being the end of the year it is even worse.

P - you even have more that just two babies to worry about!!

Zellie - try the pram - I had colic twins and playing some music or signing to them calms then very fast. Sometimes I will pick both up and walk around in the house just to take they mind of the problem!!!

Hey everyone, i must say..................YES - been there got the very special T-shirt yesterday.

They are both teething now, and yesterday during the "suicide hour/murder hour...." call it what you want (between 5 and 7 in the evenings) they just decided to take it out on me.... and for the very first time i really felt so lonely and so desperate just to calm them down but they just screamed. they were just too tired, and their gums too sore to be calmed down. I ended giving them their milk earlier than usual and put them to bed before 7. And they slept like BABIES....

But i agree with all of you - those smiles makes it worth it more and more. They really get so cute the older they get.

Zellie - i honestly dont know what i would have done without a nanny. She is an awesome help for me, and they are really great with the babies.
So think about getting one, you will not regret it!

Hi Paulae.

You are trully an amazing woman. Not only are you accomplished carreer wise, but have three beautiful children to take care of. I take my hat of to you! Lets not forget "the great trek" this week if i remember well?
Hugs
Maria