Im out!

Hi girlies,

AF started yesterday!

Im not going to sulk about it. Im tired of sulking. To be honest, I felt negative about this cycle right from the beginning. I dont know why, I just knew this wouldnt be it.
Im feeling a little more positive about this current cycle so Im hoping this will be the one! Arggh, I so badly wanted a summer baby and have my big belly in summer. Oh well...............

The one thing that completely BOFFLES my mind is: How does one person fall pregnant avoiding fertile days or using a condom and one person BD's 5 freaking days in a row AND uses fertility meds but its a NO. Seriously, that just confuses me -

Oh well........ Im considering up'ing my dose on Femara myself like Sash did with her fertomid but Im scared to do things without my drs consent. What if it completely throws things out for me! This cycle Im not even going to go for a scan, bugger that, Im not sitting for 3 hours to measure a flippen follicle. I'll use my Femara and my OPKs and BD when I have to.
Im sure DH wasted so much good SM, BD,ing 4 days BEFORE I even ovulated.

Anyway, thats me.

I'm so sorry Zee. Good luck for this new cycle. It's good to see that you have a bit of a positive attitude it gives everyone some strenght that is also ttc.

Sorry Zee, I know how you feel, I always got so jealous with people who had 3 children already and then fell pregnant by accident and on top of it didnt want another child and druggies who falls pregnant and teenagers and you know the list goes on and on.

But there is a plan behind all this madness I believe so I am sure you will get your BFP very soon. We dont always understand why it doesnt happen when we want it to, but I am sure we will.

Good luck for your next cycle

Awh sorry Zee Its soooo fustrating... I know!!!
Goodluck for this cycle!!!

for your next cycle Zee

ah Zee, I'm sorry really sorry.

i am one of those that fell pregnant easily, and I am only thankful for it, i cant expalin why me and why not others, and i wish i could give some of my fertlity away... i just dont have answers... i feel bad sometimes, cos this is supposed to be a support forum for those with ttc difficulties. i guess only God know why.

In my heart i believe you will fall pregnant again, and as hard as it seems now, one day you will be carrying another child.

it seems like a good sign though that your cycle was not too long this time?

anyway, its not too late for a summer baby. Jay was concieved in June and born end Jan.

xxx lovies

Sorry Zee, with Mich though. I always try to support, but feel utterly guilty. I don't know why and I don't know why not, but please know, I will always listen and try and help where I can.

I am so sorry, really I am...

Isn't it better to skip one day between all the BD though (rumours I have heard) for DH to build up a better supply between sessions? Otherwise you just deplete the sperm? Sorry, not to clued up with it. But seeing that sperm survive a few days, you are still covered...

Holding thumbs until it happens...

Monz we were told to not BD every day during ovulation but skip one day - knit one, slip one...

Thank you so much for your support and kind words. I appreciate it SO MUCH.

Mich and Monz, I really do know that I AM destined to have another child. I KNOW IT IN MY HEART. I really need to just trust and have patience!!!
I know you guys feel bad about not struggling with the TTC thing but please dont because every one (I think) has 'something' that they struggle with in life. Mine is TTcing and yours might be something else that we (TTC ladies) dont struggle with. Something that you might ask, WHY ME? or WHY THIS?.
No one has a perfect life unfortunately -

Thanks PlayG, Adele, Doogz and Mrs T for your support! Means a lot!

LOL Adele!

Ja, Im going to try something different this cycle!

So sorry Zee

i am so sorry for you! and happy to see you already positive for your next cycle ,

but I do not think you must change your femara without your doctors approval, but that just my opinion

thinking of you and always here when you need

I agree with wannabemom because it's not just a fertility drug I think you might have bad sideffects or mess up your cycle completely.

Sorry to hear this is not your month, hope that you will have your time real soon.

ag Zee, I must admit i've never fully understood the emotional side of TTC, I fell preggo with D without trying, I never planned to fall pregnant ... I thought that when I went off the pill (begining of Oct) that i'd fall preggo immediately and now 7 months down the line - my cycle isn't even "normal" and i'm starting to get down about it so I can only imagine how hard it is for you.

Big hugs and I we're all here to support you