Motivaation for all

hotmama · by hotmama on Tue 9 Feb 2010 - 14:27

Lost a child when he was 16 months old to a car accident on the 6th december 2004, From the second it happened I just wanted to have a baby to ease the pain.
Went straight to Vincent Palotti Fertility clinic in Januraly straight after Xmas, I lied to the Doctor and said we had been trying for a year already, I did not even want to try and have a baby the natural way after what happened.

To cut a long story short, the clinic kept me going, I am sure if it was not for them I would have done myself in, I did 3 artificial inseminations, the second one took but I miscarried at 6 weeks, I then decided to do IVF, all the injections, blood tests every 5 minutes, it was very difficult on my system and financially draining on my husband.

When it was time they took out 6 eggs, they phoned me 2 days later to tell me there were only 2 eggs left and had to come in, by the time I was there, there was only 1 egg left, and guess what, It never worked.

I was devastated, a year gone by, tons of money spent and still no baby, Thats when I made my mind up that I was giving up, no more counting days, working out when I was ovulating, forcing my husband to get in the mood, I was finished, I resided that I was never meant to have another child.

We booked ourselfs on a cruise liner for a week, drank to much and had a great time and basically forgot about everything,
and guess what 2 weeks after the cruise I was pregnant with my boy Richard, then richard was born and when he was 6 months old I fell pregnant with ALexis,

So I guess there is a plan for everyone eventually, my advice to everyone is to try( I know its hard )
not fixate on it and enjoy your husband and mabe it will happen, it did for me eventually.